Wow, it's been a whole year.

Things are going well.

Nothing much to update on. I've been staying home with the kidlet and trying to do school online. I just don't have much motivation. Also, our internet is not very consistent and that makes things hard.

My dear child sat here and unplugged the computer earlier! She thought it was hilarious! Her dad did too haha. Good thing I wasn't in the middle of anything important.

Ben and I are good. 4 years and no ring! That evil man! Just kidding. I don't need a ring, I'm happy at this point.

Well unfortunately the Libster is still awake. She's been cranky and fussy (except when unplugging the computer) so I'm off to try and remedy this!

Well dear LJers.

I'm back.

It's been almost a year since I was here, gosh time flies. Looking at Liberty's baby pictures makes me want to cry. She will be 1 next month!

I think I finally have regular internet access again. Ben and I are still together...no official "proposals" or anything, hoping that will come soon! I mean I've got the promise ring...which is basically the same thing? We just need to set a date and just get married already!

I really need to try to sleep while it's quiet...

Liberty Jane was born on March 24th at 2:06 am.
She weighed 6 pounds 13 ounces and was 18 inches long.

Here are two pictures of her...


she's the size of a teddybear. thats a gift from her uncle.



There not super good because they were taken with Ben's phone but thats okay.

And then Ben took this of me this morning,
See what babies do to me?


Yeah....
Liberty just woke up so its baby time! I'll try to update again soon.
Love Kalen

I thought it was time to make a registry as I am having a baby shower in 2 1/2 weeks, put on by my soon to be mother in law

Click here to check it out.

And don't be afraid to buy me something :)

~Kalen

I'm having a blah moment.

I'm losing all my friends. I really don't talk to that many people at school because my friends were older and they are gone. Ben's really busy and not around much, but he gets annoying after a while.

It's frustrating to know that people you used to talk to on a regular basis don't have the time/don't care anymore.


I guess that's growing up and moving on....

Starting spring semester.
Hope I don't go into labor in the middle of a class.
I took 12 credits this semester so that I wouldn't be too tired.
Being pregnant makes you tired.

Silly Liberty taking up all my energy.
GIVE IT BACK BABY!

Well well my fellow lj-writers.

I am official very large feeling.

I've decided that I am not going to post a lot of pictures on here...first of all I'm not sure how and second of all I've been getting emails about a girl who steals pictures...of BABIES! I have no idea how I would feel to have my child's picture flashed somewhere out of my control. I do have a few belly pictures and I'll get those up. Who cares if my belly get's exploited haha. I've got my name on them anyway.

To be honest i haven't documented much of my pregancy very well. I think i've been so freaked out with the idea and how tis is all going to work that I havent felt like writing a whole lot about it.

Let's write about ME! Kalen turned 19 on 1.1!!! Didn't do much. Sat at home and watched the ball drop and all that stuff on new years eve. I was almost passed out by that point. So I got some baby things for my birthday. I'm not going to lie that was a shock haha.

IDK who reads this anymore but I'm 30wks and 4 days along. March 27th is still the big expected day!

I went to the doctor and they said everything seems to be coming along. I'm measuring a little bit small? I feel huge, but hey. BP is ok, heartbeat is good, had to drink some nasty glucose stuff, twas not pleasant.

Found out what I'm having............ Did I post this already?







A girl!!!! We are thinking Liberty Jane for the name.






Ben has been havnig issues, like I think he's with me while I'm explaining something and then he's just not able to understand! We've had rough patches but that's ok. Everyone does right? He doesn't have a choice! HE's going to be a dad soon!


I wish I had some crackers...BC I'd put peanut butter on them...and eat them!



Random BELLY PICTURES!!!!










promise type ring Ben got me :)

Happy Birthday to me! I turned 19 yesterday. I'm so old.

Merry Christmas all...

I haven't had steady internet access recently. I'll update soon with what's going on.

well it's been a month since i had time to sit and type in here. im not even going to use capital letters because I'm exhausted. oops I used a few.

I have no idea what i'm going to do with my life. Ben is alright with this whole "we are going to be parents" deal but I'm not so sure. I think it's a lot of apprehension that will go away, but I can't help but be stressed.

I don't update in here often but i promise to try.

I'm balancing work, school, and existing right now. it's hard but has to be done.

thanks for reading.

Ok heres the deal. Because I am going to be posting pictures of my pregnancy and eventually my child I am going on Friends Only. Even if we talk on a regular basis (renee//gabby) you must comment on this entry for my organizational purposes.
If we do not talk on a regular basis please answer the following.
Your Name
Your Age
How big you think my baby will be
And what you think I'll be having!!!

Thanks guys!

uhh so i found this on my pc today
just a few from one of my vacations.
mexico i believe.
in a bikini and now im gonna be fat!

technically i was pregnant in this picture

this is my brother. he's cool.

hey mr dolphin, or ms dolphin? hell if i know!

yeah i kno my skills are mad good yo

farewell dinner

thats a pineapple that i randomly found. heh

im so cool. aviators baby!!

i have some belly pictures.
but i lost my cable for my camera.
when i clean later hopefully i'll find it and then i'll post them :)
or i'll take some on my phone or something!
idk i'll do something!!!! promise :)

do you like my blonde hair or my brown hair?

ohhh. so i'm going to go to europe this christmas time i've decided. and i think im going to buy a new laptop to go. what kind should i get?
hmmm.
-Kalen

haven't updated in a while. I haven't been feeling too well, I think it's stress. yeah I know it's stress actually...

School is going alright, it's only going to get worse before it gets better. i'm glad we arne't getting snow like people up north. Though everything is up north to me. I hate walking around in the coldness.

Ben drives me to a lot of my classes bc we are on opposite schedules, that's nice.

I probably have to register soon for next term. fun.

How your baby's growing: Your baby weighs about 5 ounces now, and he's around 5 inches long — about the size of a large onion. He can move his joints, and his skeleton — until now rubbery cartilage — is starting to harden to bone. His sense of hearing is also developing. The umbilical cord, his lifeline to the placenta, is growing stronger and thicker.

i keep throwing up.
why is it called morning sickness when its not only in the morning?
and when is this going to stop?
eww.
Ben like hates me.
-Kalen

so....yeah.

Things are better.


I'm confused now....technology needs to step it up here.





I've got so much work to do!




Off I go....

i'm sorry if i haven't mentioned this to anyone else,
this is weird.
i took 3 tests this morning,
i'm pregnant. i have to do the calculations. i told ben he's not thrilled i'll tell you that much.
hopefully this will all turn out okay.
I feel like crying :(
-kalen